*You’re horrible.
You’re horrible and there are things you’ve done that I’ve never forgiven you for. You’ve changed me from the inside out and I’ll never know who I could have been.I hate that your malice makes worse as a person and I hate that I carry it with me everywhere I go. I hate that I will always be like you no matter how hard I try to be better, You’re right,I’m just not good enough and I’ll keep disappointing you. I hate that you’ll never know how much you’ve affected me. You’ll never ever really understand and when you’re dead I’ll cry and cry for all the things I wanted you to be but you never were.I know thats why you cry for me now. No matter how much I’ve lied to you I never lied when I said I love you.
In a way I hate that most of all.
